Ego and Higher Self

Sitting outside this morning in quiet reflection, watching the rain fall softly on green grass, while the wind made the trees sway and dance and birds sang and flutterd at the feeder. Wanting to just relax and meditate for a while, I first tried to clear my thoughts of memories of songs that kept playing in my head, and the intent to go to Spain, wondering if it could be possible. I remember thinking that while I am meditating maybe my intent should just be my desire to go to Spain to live for a short while. 

Lost in these thoughts and just wanting to allow them, allmost without my notice, I began to "see and hear" something quiet different than my first desire. I heard the voice of a black preacher. His voice rose and fell and rose again to a crescendo, up into the air, and through the trees branches. I laughed inwardly to think of all things I was hearing a black preacher telling me the most profound message that I have ever heard!

As my feet splashed in the puddles that crept across the concrete patio and the rain continued to whisper down from the sky he said these words,

"The Ego wants it, the Higher Self creates it. The two are one, a team. They work together. Why do you continue to listen to those who have forgotten just as much as you have, tell you that you've got to get rid of the ego, its a bad thing? Without the Ego expressing desire or inent, what would the Higher Self be creating?
Ego has forgotten who they are! Who and what they are a part of. Ego and Higher Self (or God if you will) are one! They are Gods and Goddessess, who are Divine, Eternal, Pure, Higher vibrational energy beings who broke off little pieces of their unique personal Selves to set them into particular realities they made and said, now go live, experience. This is the script I wrote for us so embrace it all. Be appreciating every experience and when that one's done, we'll decide where to put us next. Ego has come a long way from where it started and got to forgetting. Ego now has full stage Alziemers! Ego is now stumbling, wandering, combatting and basically gone off on its own as it moves through this fog of dullness. Not only does Ego have Alziemers, it's got cataracts! Blind as a bat and a little crazy. Lost and forgetting it's Higher Self for ages. It has come to believe that the Source of it's origin is somewhere "out there." That Ego must live to please that "someone out there," and not piss him off or there will be hell to pay!

But it's all been a creative experience between Ego and Source. Ego has reached a time when it begins to remember, slowly sometimes and way too fast at other times.
Now is the time for the new creation. It's time for Ego to remember that it creates the intent and Source carries out that intent.

Ego with the experiences comes to have all the kinds of ideas, desires, inent to make it possible for soure to know what to create. A new era, world, reality?

I don't have all the answers, I have forgotten the same as everyone else, and am only just waking up myself. So until we have more complete and total recall. Peace!"

And that's what my black preacher said to me this morning.

Bad Translations

Wonerfully and fearfully made? Ok why didn't the translators of the bible translate this correctly to begin with? In the original Hebrew, this "fearfully" meant "with great reverence and respect." So why didn't bad old King James when he was having his bible translated, put in the right word? Respectfully made. Then the verse would have read "I will praise you, for I am reverently and wonderfully made; marvelous are your works, and my soul knows very well." (Psalm 139:14) Translating the bible from Hebrew to English I 'm quiet sure was a daunting task. After all, Hebrew was written backwards from the way English is written, and so the translator has to keep that in mind. And I'm sure there are phrases in Hebrew that English can't possibly offer a proper likeness to the real meaning behind it. So substitutes were assigned. For instance, when you find the word "witch" in your English bible, you must note that when the Hebrew scribes wrote that word they used a word that meant "healer" or "to heal". Sometimes "witchcraft" was used to denote the "art of healing" and other times it was taken from a different word meaning "sorcery" or "to bend a person's will to your own." Now but that in your caldron and stir it! So all down through the centuries that people have been sitting in their church pews and listening without their own research to their preachers expound the pages of the bible, and sitting round in family circles reading aloud the scriptures, they have been feeding their minds full of nonsense! Unless you know Hebrew yourself you are bound to build your beliefs upon what your parents and clergy have believed and if they believed that a word "fearfully" meant with "fear" then one would believe in something quiet confusing. Because "wonderfully" and "fearfully" just doesn't balance out. On the other hand if people start to question the authority of their chosen religion and their chosen "holy book" they will start to dig out these descrepencies on their own. It took me years of living in confusion before I decided to regect what was fed to me all my life and look at this for myself. And so I came to the conclusion that the bible that we ended up with is just a bunch of mis-information about the the history of a people who lived and loved and hated and misbehaved pretty much the same way all mankind has done ever since we came to be in this world. Their examples are just examples and some of their stories may be fable. I'll neve know that for sure now will I. So next tme you are reading a passage that confuses you and starts your head spinning round, just remember that there are whole books left out of this "book" because the church leaders at the time didn't want the people to be enlightened, else they couldn't be controled as easily and that the translators just sometimes put a word in at random because they coudn't think of one that would totally match the real meaning of the passage they were translating. That might explain the reasoning behind substituing a word like "fearfully" for the more correct one of "reverently." But it's just my own experience with it, my own journey. I just think before you take anybody's word for what you should be believing even mine, you should use the power of your own mind and think for yourself.

This blog will be a file cabinet for my blogs from the discontinued Multiply blog page.

A most worthwhile mantra for daily use...""I accept that those I love, have different beliefs from mine and I release my need to force my truth onto them. My love for others is always respectful and careful."

As that great bowl of night settles once more upon the earth,The horizon puts on a necklace of gold,And diamonds line it's lofty walls.Sheila MacGregor 2012

Don't much think I'll stay with blogster, but I set up shop at Ipernity. Here is the link http://www.ipernity.com/home/246035?rev=2But if I can't figure a way to make myself feel cozy there I won't stay there either. O M G I hate all this sh**.

I know I said in my last blog that it would be my last blog but....I don't wanna leave *sob*. I have tried to settle somewhere else but it's not the same. Blogster is pathetic, Tweeter is just a news feed, and Blogger is ok but it's not Multiply...*sigh*